as simple as animal crackers

the busy week has come to an end. i said this before and while the week was physically draining and a heck of a battle, i’m grateful for every part of it. after coming back from church, i ate rice, sidedishes and afterwards and animal crackers with a glass of milk. sundays seem to have the most random meals. parents weren’t happy about me being gone the entire week along with coming home late since tomorrow’s the first day of school. i understand where they’re coming from. i just get tired of their voices. it’s hard to accept and know that they’re do it out of love and that they’re parents being parents.

if this is growing up, it’s hard. of course it’s a fight but i know it’s not against flesh. God’s on my side and he’s taking it one step at a time. he knows me well and i’m forever grateful for that.

i was really stressed out about not having a place to live for the past week or so. my mom called while some of us were at mr.greek’s and i totally blew up. i was yelling at my parents and getting way too emotional. i stood outside the restaurant for a little bit to chill down. then i went back inside but i wasn’t over the frustration so i went into the bathroom and cried. i was like ‘oh god why now? seriously? in mr. greek’s bathroom?!’ it’s kind of funny now that i’m writing about it. God has a sense of humor. [and this is where i fell asleep] even as i was walking around the room, i noticed his shirt. we started talking about art and how he does photography and i do too except he’s very minial and everyone’s looks the same. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

HAHAHAha i think i was having a dream. i’m so crazy. :D

[to be continued] find out why i think God has a sense of humor! until then.. stay tuned!

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after crying, after a couple of sniffles, something caught my eye on the wall to my left. i knew God was speaking. it was a faded sticker asking the ever-so-famous question, ‘why so serious?’ and i can barely make out joker’s green eyes and red smile looking at me. joker’s kind of creepy but i knew it was God asking so i smiled instead. then cried some more. it’s more than what he said but just the knowing that he was there. he reaffirmed it with that small faded sticker.

i guess it’s not that funny. yay God!